I felt so sad today at school when i realised there's no more that irritating laughter from Deeja, There's no more Adawiyah to bully me, and there's no more Suhaila to tell me story about her... *u knw what i mean* it saddens me alot but i tried my hard not to show the very sad feeling and expression to them. because come on, its the ferst day of school, how can i be so sad ? but yea, meeting all my other classmates made me became better :)

I also tried my hard to control my sickness but when suddenly one time, kamilah asked, "aifaa awk saket eh ?" i don't know why but i had already try my hard to control and be strong, i even bring along my medicine, ahh, cobaan. Apart from that sickness, my first day of school went very well with all those laugh laugh laugh laugh XD hehehe i likee ^^ but still, i wish those three cute gerls was still there with us laughing together, recess together, everything together. okie not everything lah :P Whatever it is, life must still goes on.

Ppl kept talking to me like, "aifa, awk sorang ah ni skrg, deeja najah mahirah seme dah takde". Ohh and fyi, i dun even care that B*TCH is no longer there. It saddens me alot when ppl kept talking to me liddat. Just shuttup. You ppl will make me feel more sad instead. IDIOT. Oh and one more sad thing is that, huda, anisa, deeyana will not be around with us in class anymore also. well, i wish u gerls ALL THE BEST. I know how u girls felt. just be strong like i used to and look what i have now, MY AWESOME KAMBENGS n CLASSMATES :)

♥so break my heart for the final time
@ 9:30 PM