HELLO! :BYeay its holidaay today! oh well anyway, schools were as usual, and of course really make me go stress. what not, with the bad marks for some of my test papers. i just don't know what to say. sometimes it makes me feel like, aaarrghh give up sudah lah. but after all the advices, encouragement, from friends and sir. and oh, after listening to jangan menyerah by Dmassive too, i somehow realized whatever it is, life have to move on, forget the past, and think about the future.
"macam sedih eh tak dapat bangga kan mak bapak ?" i still remember those words came from adawiyah's mouth with her tears rolling down from her eyes. i agreed with that like totally. My only wish is just to make my parents proud of me. i really wish that. But with all these bad marks, hah i don't think so. I cried yesterday night, thinking of how stupid i am not to study real hard for the past few years. But now, for this upcoming SA2, i promise myself, to do my very best, and oh, will not be going to play around, playing lappy until late night, etc. argh but still, its just so saddening receiving test papers with really bad marks, especially my maths.
Okie enough about that, well anyway, yesterday which is on monday, sir gave us, sectwo alot of advices. and was kinda okay at that point of time. I don't really talk much at school, as i was just wondering why am i so like, stupid not to study from the beginning and not , last minute. argh, life.
Reached home, watched 'BOSIAH' with 3rd brother. not bad ah the movie, kinda okay for me :) first brother came home and asked to get ready, mom and kakyana gonna fetch us and went breakfast at causeway point, banquet. It was so full, so we just bought water from 7 eleven and went bazaar, old chang kee, bought some foods and search for a nice place to seat and eat. A friend of abang kai were one of the seller at that bazaar, he gave us free 'air katira' woohoo. lol.
walked to causeway, bought some stuff for my new house, went to courts, mom bought new black sofa :) walked walked and walked, until 9 plus, send abang kakyana abang aizat home first, while me and mom went to our new house and waited for abah, do the cleaning, ate donuts, etc. Around 11 plus than went home to abang kai's house. and slept around 2, tengok iron man punya pasal. lol. uhh, am i tired or whaaaat. hah. So as for today, the bangla(s) are now painting our house! yeay. hehe. uhh, enough till here, toodles :B
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anw, i am so sad because i didn't get to watch pinggiran ramadan yesterday, (FAUZIE!!) hehe, anyone willing to story telling me what happen on that episodes ? LOL random.Labels: life
♥so break my heart for the final time
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